When I Grow Up

Growing up I wanted to be an attorney.....Divorce that is. I guess when I was younger I had a feeling that marriage wasn't going to be as sacred now as it was back then.

Growing up I wanted to be a dancer......Naturally a Ballerina. I always thought Ballerinas were so graceful...but then I grew up to be 6'1.5". So how graceful would I look? I can whine though(that's the trini blood).

Growing up I wanted to be a psychologist.......other people's problems were so much better than mine....Then I got older and my problems kinda got worse...(not in a bad way though).

Growing up I wanted to be a model.........correction, other people wanted me to be a model.......I'M SUCH A TOMBOY BUT!

Growing up I wanted to be a wife.........Now, I'd consider being with someone who completes me sexually, spiritually,emotionally, physically and mentally for the rest of my life without marriage. If you ever think about it, some couples work out fine before getting married but then when they get married, things fall apart. It's true..if it ain't broke, then don't fix it.

Growing up I wanted a child........Under the right circumstances that is.

Growing up I had dreams and aspirations and to this very day......I still do.



When I grow up I want to be the best writer that I can be......Even if it means that I have to practice my craft 6 times a day......

When I grow up I want to be the best friend that I can be.....Even if it means loving a friend tough.

When I grow up I want to be the best daughter I can be.....I know growing up I gave my parents hell but it was apart of my learning experience.

When I grow up I want to be less a bratty younger sister.....That's not going to happen because I'ma Brat!!!!!

When I grow up I want to be the best lover/girlfriend/wife I can be.

When I grow up I want......to follow my dreams and accomplish my goals.

When I grow up, I don't want my life to get so out of control to where I can't handle my life or the substance that makes up my life and the things that surround my life. When I grow up I want total control of my life and to be able to take my life back at any given moment.

When I grow up I want to be the best person that I can be......Not for no one but me.